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"Your heart will open minds"
[It was over.
It was a long war, too long for Lavi to even appreciate to the fullest. Switching sides midway wasn't even surprising for his nature - Bookmen were never exactly loyal to any side but their own, after all - but what was surprising was how much Lavi began to enjoy their company, even if he and Shun didn't exactly see eye to eye. It was even longer until they managed to split everyone up again from Yuya and Yuzu, back into their respective counterparts.
With the dimensions still damaged from the war, it would take everyone's help to restore the proper balance again.
But now, it was a time of celebration. Everyone was enjoying themselves, partying as they celebrated having their friends back.
Lavi watched them for a bit longer from his place in the shadows, a hint of a smile on his face. However, it faded when he remembered that he still had a job to do - he needed to report back to his mentor - and sighed softly. Giving the party another look, he turns and walks out, fidgeting with the duel disk still attached to him.]
It was a long war, too long for Lavi to even appreciate to the fullest. Switching sides midway wasn't even surprising for his nature - Bookmen were never exactly loyal to any side but their own, after all - but what was surprising was how much Lavi began to enjoy their company, even if he and Shun didn't exactly see eye to eye. It was even longer until they managed to split everyone up again from Yuya and Yuzu, back into their respective counterparts.
With the dimensions still damaged from the war, it would take everyone's help to restore the proper balance again.
But now, it was a time of celebration. Everyone was enjoying themselves, partying as they celebrated having their friends back.
Lavi watched them for a bit longer from his place in the shadows, a hint of a smile on his face. However, it faded when he remembered that he still had a job to do - he needed to report back to his mentor - and sighed softly. Giving the party another look, he turns and walks out, fidgeting with the duel disk still attached to him.]
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But of course, Yuto isn't a party person. He smiles a bit more easily and enjoys the time with everyone but there are moments when he just needs to leave the crowed and think things through in silence.
That's when he notices Lavi leaving. And what does he do? He stops him, obviously.]
Where are you going?
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[He stops, hiding his surprise at seeing Yuto stop him.
They weren't exactly close before Yuto was absorbed into Yuya, but Lavi always did have a rather...significant soft spot for him. He knew all along what would happen, but he didn't do much to prevent it.
Look what it's done now.]
The war is over, which means I don't have to stay here anymore.
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Yuto frowned slightly.]
You're just going to leave like that?
[He looks towards the party.]
You're not going to say anything to everyone?
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[And Yuto wouldn't...right?
Lavi glances back at the party and back at Yuto.]
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You can't stay?
[It wouldn't hurt, right? There's so much Yuto wants to ask Lavi about.]
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Not for long.
[He rubs the back of his neck.]
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You sure are a mysterious guy.
[Look who's talking.
Yuto sighs.]
Alright. I won't ask for your reasons... [He feels like Lavi won't tell him anyway.] ...but I'm sure everybody will wonder where did you go.
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[There's a hint of a smile on his face.
He shrugs a bit.]
It'll be better for them to forget about me. [Even if he knows it's not likely.] It's not likely I cross paths with anyone I've allied with in the past.
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Yuto frowns.]
Why?
[He closes his eyes.]
You can't just make them forget about you... You helped us, too, so you're just as important as everybody else.
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No, they won't forget about me, but maybe it'd be better if they did.
[A glance back at the party.]
My line of work is dangerous. Even if one war ends, there will always be others and I'll be thrown into the middle of it.
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So why won't you enjoy peace for as long as you can?
[Why won't you enjoy it with them? Would it hurt to do that?]
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[How long has the party been going on now?
Lavi doesn't want to overstay his welcome, even if the main reason why he'd stay is in front of him.]
Besides, shouldn't you be joining the party, too? Get reacquainted with Ruri again. [He adopts a more teasing tone this time.]
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Yuto immediately blushes at that remark.]
She... [He looks away.] She is with Shun now. They need time to catch up and I can always talk to Ruri later.
[Family is important, you know?]
...Besides, I spent a lot of time with them earlier.
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[Aren't you part of that family?
Lavi chuckles softly, a smile on his face.]
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Yuto glances at Lavi.]
...What about you? Do you get to spend time with the people you love?
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Then his smile dims.]
No, but that's because I don't have anyone like that anymore. The only person I ever remember loving so much is my mentor and he's the one who found me.
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Then why not spend more time with... us? [Me. That's what he wanted to say at first, but that would've been so stupid. He doesn't know Lavi well at all. But the other helped them, helped Yuto, too, and he just wants to know more about him.]
They all care about you already, you're important to them.
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[But he looks at his hand, a sort of yearning expressed in his eye.
Can he allow himself this brief moment to be happy? It’s so easy to slip away and let memories be memories. He’s never gotten attached to anyone before, so why is this different?
No, he knows exactly why.
It isn’t that he got attached to them. He got attached to Yuto.
He reaches out, fingers curling around Yuto’s.]
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[A soft smile appears on his face. He's happy that it's all over and he's happy when Lavi reaches out to take his hand. But the moment he feels Lavi's touch he blushes slightly and his heart skips a beat.
It's weird and for a second he's confused with himself, so he turns around and just attempts to lead Lavi towards the party.]
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[He’ll hold back the fact that he's possibly more of a pessimist than Yuto.
The blush has Lavi giving him an inquisitive look, though he decides not to comment on it. He simply allows Yuto to lead him back to the party, though he does adjust their hands so it’s being held comfortably.]
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And suddenly Yuto stops in his tracks.]
I've always wanted to ask you something...
[He pauses.]
Why did you decide to help us?
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[Lavi looks bemused.
He could be honest, it's worked so well for him so far, but...]
I could give you a million of reasons why, but not a single one of them would be right. [Because it could have easily been a whim of his, to want to bring back the smiles of people that was taken away, or maybe even for this person beside him right now.]
There's a lot of reasons why I helped you out.
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Then what where you doing on Academia's side anyway?
[He sounds mostly curious. He doesn't want to blame Lavi for anything... he just wants to understand him better.]
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[Lavi tilts his head and meets Yuto's gaze evenly.]
I've told you, haven't I? My job is to record wars and since Academia was the one causing it, I was to be on their side and record what happens. So, it wasn't as if I had much of a choice in the beginning.
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It doesn't sound right.
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