[ He can't say that he deserves such a person like Ven in his life, let alone being wanted by such a person. Ven is a warmth so much more different from Sora and that's perfectly ok and something that Riku appreciates. No, Ven is not Sora. He's his own person with his own heart, his own heart, his own hopes and dreams and even insecurities... it's for that reason that Riku appreciates him, that Riku is here like this right now... that Riku is allowing his emotions to spill into this kiss.
He deepens the kiss, holding tight to Ven, knowing that he needs to let him go and turn in for the night. But right now, here in this moment, where Ven has more or less reassured him of wanting him... he doesn't want to let go of this moment and just enjoy it for a little while longer. Enjoy those fingers that so carefully card their way through silver strands of hair.
He cradles Ven's face so gently within the palm of his hand, thumb stroking over soft skin before he finally finds it within him to break their kiss, though makes little effort to really pull back much from him. ]
I'm sorry. [ He murmurs, still so close against Ven. ] For how I've treated you... how I've treated this.
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He deepens the kiss, holding tight to Ven, knowing that he needs to let him go and turn in for the night. But right now, here in this moment, where Ven has more or less reassured him of wanting him... he doesn't want to let go of this moment and just enjoy it for a little while longer. Enjoy those fingers that so carefully card their way through silver strands of hair.
He cradles Ven's face so gently within the palm of his hand, thumb stroking over soft skin before he finally finds it within him to break their kiss, though makes little effort to really pull back much from him. ]
I'm sorry. [ He murmurs, still so close against Ven. ] For how I've treated you... how I've treated this.
[ Because Ven hasn't deserved any of it. ]